since you're here, grab a seat and make yourself comfortable!

2011-06-28T03:39:00.000-07:00

thing about being at the top is, you're able to see the things everyone else did, but no one sees what you've actually done. foc's over, but i hope i'm able to walk away without any regrets.

2010-09-24T10:24:00.001-07:00

so, with sunig over, its another load off my back. the usual void that accompanies the end of every tournament is back again. somehow this void feels more..empty..wtf am i saying. mayb cos this time i've got nobody to share my joy with. at least theres ray and kr and the rest to celebrate with after we won the u-16 and stuff. good times :D then there was you for auwp.. never before have i called to share such a joy with someone. strangely after the china game all i wanted to do was to call you to tell you..and it felt so good knowing you cared, or pretended to. whichever the case i was happy still. after winning this sunig i wanted so much so share the joy, but then this feeling of awkwardness hit me. somehow it wasn't the same anymore..though the desire to call/text/msn was there i couldn't bring myself to do it..and i wanted to bring u along for the sunig closing ceremony and dinner but u have a more important event to attend that day.

perhaps u might not know it, but u brought the love for waterpolo back for me. i still remembered ray asked me about a year and a half ago: 'why are we still training?' i couldn't give him a reply, but we continued training anyway. fastforward to that day, when i found out u were spending a crazy amount of time dancing away and i asked 'why are u spending so much time on dance?'. u couldn't give a sure reply but just said passion. then i thought, what got me started in the first place? i realised that i've been playing for the wrong reasons all this time since jc, when iz and kr left. i was playing to win, under pressure to perform; but passion was not there. seeing u make ur journey from 1 end of the island to the other end just to practise, the fact u were willing to give so much to pursue your passion. looking back, i came to see that wp brought me joy..passion i believe. i'm playing the game the right way now cos having seen your passion, mine has been reignited =)

there are so many things that i wanna share w u..small things in life that i never really took notice but just felt like telling u..but i get the feeling that it is somehow inappropriate. ur innocent attitude softened my cynic side..but then in a flash u were gone..it's not my fault for not making it THAT explicit..but the suddenness of it all just left me stunned. and when u told me both of u were unsure about it too disappointment just sank in. all the best in your decision and i hope you're happy, stay strong and if u don't initiate convos don't ask why people drift away from u..it takes 2 hands to clap after all.

many people leave footprints in your heart, but they all tread on the same path so its impossible to tell who went where. u left a fresh set where no one ever went before.

2010-09-18T04:15:00.000-07:00

A: Do you think that morley and i belong together?
B: What does that have to do with anything?
A: Just tell me, do you?
B: I..I don't know. If you love her and if she loves you...
A: Answer the question.
B: Fine..no. Personally..i don't see it.
A: That's what i'm doing here. Because apparently everyone and their mother felt that way but nobody have the guts to tell me, and now i'm left with some stupid ring, and an empty closet and an aching in my gut the size of texas cause nobody told me.
B: She left you.
A: Today.

shattered

2010-09-13T01:54:00.000-07:00

so this is how it feels.

2010-08-26T09:31:00.001-07:00

i love you mom

2010-08-19T02:49:00.000-07:00

i've never felt like this before..this is by far one of the weirdest dreams i ever had. felt so surreal it freaks me out..heck even my heart is aching. could this be it? cos i tried to go to sleep to stop thinking bout it but you followed me in. this had better not be inception or some shit like that. what the fuck is happening...

2010-07-25T21:49:00.000-07:00

wow..it's been like more than a year since i last posted. probably cos the habit of penning my thoughts kinda ran away. anyway i felt i had to put this down since it's a major change in my thinking hah!

i thought there were no more dedicated aka chi xin people left in this world as far as i know. but then again..i don't think i know THAT many people to make such an assumption. until you showed up, and i realised a dedicated lover truly exists. my only regret is not knowing you earlier.

help

2009-04-05T04:17:00.001-07:00

someone help please?

2008-02-21T19:47:00.001-08:00

a levels are coming out..exciting isn't it..

been a really tiring time this month..

if only decisions were made for me..but that would not make me wiser or stronger..so i guess it's still up to me to figure it out haha.

lets take this one moment at a time.

how

2008-02-04T10:15:00.000-08:00

i'm just dying to get into someone's blog..but it's protected..how?

if only the person reading this knows hor?

bye 07 hi 08

2008-01-01T21:51:00.000-08:00

so 07 passed.

lessons learnt were invaluable. but the most stinging one was don't be too optimistic. cos things don't normally come out the way you expected. friends gained, friends lost..oh well.invest time in friends who reciprocate it back.

thats about it 07.hopefully 08 is a new beginning with a rainbow at the end.

2007-12-05T09:36:00.000-08:00

nothing ever ends sweetly, more often than not carrying a bittersweet taste.

so yeah training was fun, prom was great and everything seems to go well for the closing day of jc life. that is until the damn phone starts ringing and some voice ORDERING you to return home asap. damn man doesn't that just spoil the mood? prom night and cannot even fucking stay out? even though it was told to them that i was going home late to the extent of staying out, those words seem to have got eaten up. arguments for me not able to stay out are bullshit.

the most famous one goes something like 'you don't come home we cannot sleep', the 'we' of course refering to parents. ok fair enough you worry cos we don't come home. but is it affecting you to that extent? so now the worry of not coming home and doing something stupid outside keeps you awake isit? i mean, what has me not coming home got to do with your sleep. JUST SLEEP LA. for goodness sake, this is singapore dammit. people get fined even for littering and arrested if going around in groups in the middle of the night. you think so suay say kena robbed or what meh? given that these things do happen, but what is the probability of it? even kena jiao sai oso got higher chance than something untowards happening. and please. 18 yrs old. EIGHTEEN. in case one is not familiar, that's the legal age to drink, smoke and BET AT SG POOLS ARH. wtf even government is allowing us to kill ourselves but yet the freedom to stay out late is so hard so come by.

next, you feel bad and tell us that morning and afternoon and evening and later into the night are available for us to go out and do nonsense. but there is are different times for different things. farmers don't water their plants at night, nor do pubs go full force during the day. some things are meant to be experienced when they should be experienced. how to experience life full when part of the 24hrs in a day is permanently shut out and out of reach?

is letting a child out such a difficult thing to do? sometimes i admit the decision may be a tough one, but there must always be a first time. no point dragging the occurance of the first time when he feels he's ready for it. he deserves it if he falls. as the saying goes 'no pain, no gain'. falling and learning is better than overprotecting. as to the worry that the fall may be a huge one, advice, and not completely prevent the flight.

i thought being ordered back right after sec sch prom was bad enough, and the situation could improve after that. sadly, i was wrong. well, it did improve, but not to the extent that i wanted it. come on..is asking for ONE night out with friends a little too much to ask? moreover, i believe those friends are rational ones, people who are able to make decisions considering all possible factors and outcomes. oh well, i guess the image of friends go together with the image of myself in their mind. and since i'm someone thought by them to be immature and naive, so are my friends.

many a time i tried to resolve the matter. having heart to heart talks..but they all seem to fall on deaf ears. interested to listen at first, but as my arguments got stronger and theirs seem to get weaker, it always ends with 'what if something happen? we will feel guilty all our lives you know?'. yes i know, but if the stifling continues, it will be me who is going to regret not being able to enjoy life to the fullest when i could have.

i am so damn tired after ranting those nonsense out. help?

2007-11-28T03:37:00.000-08:00

There were three men waiting for an interview at a post office. Technology wasn't so good at that time so people were still communicating via telegrams and stuff. So, as they waited for their turns and enduring the endless clickings of coding machines around them, each kept themselves busy by browsing through the magazines laid out in front of them. One hour passed, and still no one called them in. Two, and finally three hours passed without anything happening when one man stood up and walked to the manager's office. The other two were puzzled but decided to wait to see what would happen. A few minutes later, the man came out with a huge smile on his face, obvious he got the job. The two men then asked how he did it. He replied:

"Didn't you hear the morse codes? It read those who are here seeking jobs enter the manager's office"

strange isn't it? in our lives, there are so many people trying to advice and guide us. but we get so engrossed in our own activites that we ignore them, and foefeit the benefits which might be derived from it otherwise.

2007-10-28T21:13:00.000-07:00

when you lose something, don't feel sad, cos it just means there is a possibility of getting it back.
similarly, when you gain something, don't be so happy, cos there's always the possibility of losing it.

inspirational shit eh.

murphy's law

2007-04-28T05:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday mannan talked bout murphy's law. the shit about anything that can go wrong will go wrong. then when i reached home i saw this website on murphy's law too. i think it was pretty cool and loved 10 =D

MURPHY'S LAWSTHE PRIME AXIOM: In any field of scientific endeavor, anything that can go wrong, will.
2. If the possibility exists of several things going wrong, the one that will go wrong is the one that will do the most damage.
3. Everything will go wrong at one time.
3.1 That time is always when you least expect it.
4. If nothing can go wrong, something will.
5. Nothing is as easy as it looks.
6. Everything takes longer than you think.
7. Left to themselves, things always go from bad to worse.
8. Nature always sides with the hidden flaw.
9. Given the most inappropriate time for something to go wrong, that's when it will occur.
10. Mother Nature is a bitch.
10.1 The universe is not indifferent to intelligence, it is actively hostile to it.
11. If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.
12. If in any problem you find yourself doing an immense amount of work, the answer can be obtained by simple inspection.
13. Never make anything simple and efficient when a way can be found to make it complex and wonderful.
14. If it doesn't fit, use a bigger hammer.
15. In an instrument or device characterized by a number of plus-or-minus errors, the total error will be the sum of all the errors adding in the same direction.
16. In any given calculation, the fault will never be placed if more than one person is involved.
16.1 In any given discovery, the credit will never be properly placed if more than one person is involved.
17. All warranty and guarantee clauses become invalid upon payment of the final invoice.
18. Murphy's Law: "If there are two or more ways to do something, and one of those ways can result in a catastrophe, then someone will do it."
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Proof of Murphy's Law

Murphy's Law cannot be proven, yet is correct, as when you try to prove Murphy's Law, you will see that the proof is incorrect. This is obviously due to Murphy's Law, therefore Murphy's Law is correct and proven."

and worst thing is his stupid law got proven yesterday. was raining so i borrowed an unbrella from clarissa to go home. the normal miniature unbrella with the covering and stuff. reached home safely woots but then lo and behold, i can't seem to find that stupid covering. shall spare the rest of the details cos it brings back horrible memories o.O

ok enough about unhappy things. just went to bathe and when i came out mom told me someone called me. so ok i went to check it out and saw a foreign number..as in never see before that kind but local. so i called him back. omg guess who picked up! it's a BLANGA!! lmao extracts from the chinese vs blanga clip instantly reverterbrated in my head and i just wanted to laugh out loud. but being a kind and non-racist person i forgave him and hung up. ok u got me. but at least i tried not to laugh in his face straight so i tried to sound as polite as possible hahaha. so i called ray later to tell him what happened and he both laughed out asses off at the retarded 7 seconds conversation that blanga and i just had. sas boys hahahaa.

short entry today. brain dead.

2007-04-07T06:57:00.000-07:00

wha..been like a million yrs or sth since i blogged. many things happened so fast i can't keep track of them, much less enjoy them heh.

most significant was intersch. argubly one of the best i had. maybe cos there was this huge thing called responsibility on my shoulders and also due the innumerable support we had heh. and council went down for 3/4 our matches and we lost them all lols. but at least we put up a good fight for them haha. now that season's over and me stepping down soon, i can say i'm really honoured to be able to lead this team and hopefully i succeeded in making this team a team..omg so nonsense but yeah haha. NOSCARE =D

then there was bt1. first major exam in j2. walao maths was so bloody easy but i kena so many careless until i got d while a million people got a's and b's ahhhhhh..but the physics got this really stupid question and i answered a really stupid answer and i got it right LOL. i guess stupid questions really requires stupid answers. it was something like this: find the mass of electron using e=mc^2 . where e and c is given then comment on the answer. my comment went something like this:
since einstein discovered this formula and the answer is very close to the real mass of an electron, therefore einstein is a genious.

omg? correct somemore sia got the full 2 marks HAHA. so now i think physics is a very senseless but cool subject.

oh and yeah whole family went overseas for 10 days to hainan dao. left maid grandma n i at home. dunno if the freedom and stuff is a good thing or not. that means i must actually wake up by myself and do all the crap that's to be done early in the morning without mom's constant nagging at me haha. the prospect of skipping school without any consequences is just so tempting lol. but nah

erm then had mj at yanyi's place =D. had a really great time even though i lost money haha. then found out exactly how cute her dog was hahaha.

i don't really feel satirical today so this post will be about my boring life. i plan to really think about life and write bout something random soon haha.

mixed feelings about earthquake

2007-03-06T05:19:00.000-08:00

got a larger than life surprise today. felt the earth move. nono it's not because the cow or what did his standing broad jump. but rather it was from the double quake in indonesia. measuring 6.- on the ritcher scale, it struck when lessons were ongoing.

so yeah. at first didn't realised. the joanna suddenly ask if we felt the ground shake. at first i never felt it. a little bit of concentration made me felt as if the earth had shivered. with that we were told to evacuate out of class to an open area, namely the soccer field. spent a lil bit of time there. then told to go back to class after tremours stopped.

2nd tremour came during spa LOL. jia tian had no choice but to ask us evacuate lols. so back to the field we went, where we saw this reporter faking an earthquake -.-. chye tin then dismissed the school.

students can't believe their ears. cries of ecstasy and cheers filled the air. but should we rejoice? at the expense of those lives and properties in indonesia. i think not. although i was also guilty of partaking in the celebrations, a search inside has classisifed this joy as empty.

ok time to get on with life.

jobs

2007-03-03T20:57:00.000-08:00

i still remembered last time when adults tried to inculcate in us the habit of goalsetting they always asked 'what would you want to be when you grow up?' common answers included lawyers and doctors, with some going for something different such as being a pilot or vet, and others who look to their teacher as inspiration going that way. everyone wanted to be someone useful for society.

as we grow up and got more exposed to society, our aspirations changed. we realised not everybody could be doctors. imagine a whole country full of doctors, literally. no sense right. so we wanted to be fashion designers, so we could design the trendiest apparels for people to wear, or brilliant writers whose opinions could influence million others or make them weep with their poignant tales.

as we continue growing up, our aspirations change yet again. to be more money-oriented. no more noble aspirations to help the world. we wanna be doctors not to heal the sick, but to be after the insane salaries behind it. we be lawyers not to defend the innocent, but to defend the client who pays us the most. i guess it's because this is a materialistic world.

i always heard that sg ministers earn the most in the world. a report by RadioFreeEuropeRadioLiberty confirmed this. can't be biased towards us cos it's an foreign site. it says:

Singapore's prime minister draws an annual salary of $600,000 per year, a world record, while the Japanese prime minister makes over $300,000 per year.

a yahoo forumer provided this information:

Annual salaries of heads of government:1. Singapore Prime Minister US$1,100,000 (S$1,958,000) a year2. United States of America President: US$200,0003. United Kingdom Prime Minister: US$170,5564. Australia Prime Minister: US$137,060Annual salaries of heads of government:1. Singapore Minister: US$819,124 2. UK Minister: US$146,2993. US Cabinet Secretary: US$157,000.

seems the prospect of a minister looks promising. it is decided then. i wanna become a minister.

PS: nothing bad is written here, so people can't sue me.

2007-02-22T03:51:00.000-08:00

just when i thought all the admin was all settled with the finalization of the package, someone had to give me more work. apparently there's supposed to be this retarded cca-initiated cip once every 2 yrs. and since we didn't do it last year, we gotta do it this year. weee more work. not that i have anything against doing community service, but the planning and stuff sucks. so ya. that fag asked me to check out the availability of whatever cip there is, tell the team, give the organisation a call.. etc etc. basically everything la.

schoold's getting from bad to worse. it's now like a place with many bedrooms. everywhere i go sure sleep. omg larh how to pass liddat. and not eating enough these days man. what i eat one week now could easily satisfy my one day 2 months ago. i think i'm into depression. fuck.

if only i had a secetary to dump all the stupid admin work to, then maybe i'll have time to do something else more useful.

if only the if onlys were so easily accomplished.

2007-02-15T04:47:00.000-08:00

ok so intersch's schedule out already i believe. if nothing's changing then the schedule is as follow:

26/3 - acsi 230
28/3 - rjc 430
29/3 - acjc 330
3/4 - hci 430

and i'm hoping to play 1 more match, and win that.

spelling reform

2007-02-12T01:31:00.000-08:00

got this off the net. interesting lols. try it. it gets harder as the passage goes on. can't figure out last 2 sentences haha..

SPELLING REFORM

For example, in Year 1 that useless letter "c" would be dropped to be replased either by "k" or "s", and likewise "x" would no longer be part of the alphabet. The only kase in which "c" would be retained would be the "ch" formation, which will be dealt with later. Year 2 might reform "w" spelling, so that "which" and "one" would take the same konsonant, wile Year 3 might well abolish "y" replasing it with "i" and Iear 4 might fiks the "g/j" anomali wonse and for all. Jenerally, then, the improvement would kontinue iear bai iear with Iear 5 doing awai with useless double konsonants, and Iears 6-12 or so modifaiing vowlz and the rimeining voist and unvoist konsonants. Bai Iear 15 or sou, it wud fainali bi posibl tu meik ius ov thi ridandant letez "c", "y" and "x" - bai now jast a memori in the maindz ov ould doderez - tu riplais "ch", "sh", and "th" rispektivli. Fainali, xen, aafte sam 20 iers ov orxogrefkl riform, wi wud hev a lojikl, kohirnt speling in ius xrewawt xe Ingliy-spiking werld.

2007-02-11T05:13:00.000-08:00

the weekend has been a total waste of time. fuck it man. started with friday. got sick and decided to stay home. partially that and also cos there was alot of undone work which was to be submitted. called miss chan to tell her i won't be in sch today. her reply was so unexpected larh.

'really? i'm also not in school today leh. abit sick too.'

omg.

that means no maths tutorial and no need to hand in homework LOL. that added some incentive to go to school. but heck. it's so long since i took a day off ahaha. so yeah decided to recuperate. condition wasn't so bad so didn't see a doctor.

friday was so bloody boring. slept till 9 and couldn't sleep anymore cos my body was toasting cos mom said eat medicine already needa perspire and stuff. so how to even sleep you tell me with 2 blardy thick blankets on top of you leaving your head exposed. oh ya, the difference in temperature between the 2 segments contributed too -_- then did nothing till nighttime. skipped lunch and ate a meagre dinner. amazing how i could still survive considering how much i normally eat ahahaha. no concentration to do homework so had a movie marathon by myself. wtf so lifeless. but oh well..that what happens when all your friends are at school. and thanks to all those who cared =D

then sat woke up with this weird bloated tummy and nausea feeling. and that fucking ray lim. dragged me all the way down to redhill go arena warehouse without even making sure it's EVEN BLOODY OPEN ON A SATURDAY. and he made it seem so sure. somemore say wad whole team going down. fuck la. nonsense. go there see only 8 guys max. its not funny ok. so sick somemore. eat lunch puke out. eat everything puke out. somemore go this ulu place. puke even more. nabeh. at least i learnt a streetwise lesson as aloy puts it, always make sure of stuff ahah. then came home so freaking sick and decided to slp for another 3 hours. amazing how time flies aha. then had cous coming over and went to dinner. as usual can't eat anything so went for a few pratas. pathetic but strangely satisfying. had a talk with cous and jian at the playground. er jian was on the phone lols.

sunday was also spend doing NOTHING. except the only thing i did was to complete castle of the winds. WOOHOO FINALLY MAN. this really really old childhood game that kickstarted my passion for rpg games. haha. never really got to playing part 2 cos it's pay-to-play at that time. until recently when the creator decided to release it as freeware. so yeah. spent a whole day completing it. lols.

that's it man. i'm gonna get it tomorrow in sch. no work done and stuff over the weekend. to add to that retarded workload i heard there's gonna be extra self-training every tues. i know we need the training. but why at this time? ok fine maybe season's coming. so i'm resigned to whining online.

i'll be most grateful if i can survive till the end of the season without any detention or any breakdowns.

2007-02-08T16:24:00.000-08:00

ok so blogger is simply retarded.needed a google account or something in order to blog. worst thing is they refused to let me sign up for a google account. so in the end had to look high look low for that special someone to refer me to gmail lols. ok heck the unhappiness and go on to the crappiness ahaha..

started on the topic complex numbers a few days ago. omg la so retarded. root -1 just say root -1 how come must so extra change to 'i'. so ya. that got me thinking about last time, when adults often asked what your favourite number was. 95% of answers were from 1-10, with few going over that. strangely, no one gave -5 or root 2 for their answer LOL. imagine the faces of adults when they heard those answers aha..

teacher: so what's your favourite number?
7-yo: square root of 2, madam
*already with a bewildered look on her face*
teacher: why is that so?
7-yo: cos it forms a silver ratio with the number 1.
teacher: WTF?!!?!

oh ya. in case you dunno..

The silver ratio (δS) is defined as the irrational number formed from the sum of 1 and the square root of 2. That is: delta s = 1 + root 2 which is approximately equals to 2.41423156 bla bla bla.

ok fine enough of those crap ahah.

lecture was so boring that we made our own jokes out of our new found knowledge. lame of course.best ones include:

what's a pirate's favourite number?
-1
cos a pirate goes 'i-i captain' and i-i sounds like ixi which is root -1 x root -1 which is -1.

what's barney favourite number?
root -1
cos it's an imaginary number -___________________-

bleah..too much lameness. until the next post then aha..

kfc day

2007-02-02T06:28:00.000-08:00

had kfc with neil today. omg la he's such a funny guy larh ahaha. some things he say make u dunno wanna laugh or cry lols. talking crap and stuff and killing time n all. show some of the stuff he said.

me: see so many chicken..u eat every chicken part ah?
neil: ya.
me: then u got eat chicken backside?
neil: yes yes! it's nice. as long as chicken i eat.
*silence*
neil: u mean they serve chicken backside at kfc?

LOL.

another one.

*me not eating some skin*
neil: why u not eating the skin?
me: cos unhealthy..see so much fats n stuff.
neil: but nice! at most lose 2 mins of your life by eating the skin only wad.
me: yah. but then u eat n eat..lose 1 month of ur life u also dunno.
*neil drinks lemonade*
me: u noe arh. u shouldn't drink cold drinks when eating oily food? cos the coldness will solidy the oil and clog the arteries and stuff.
neil: how many minutes will i lose?

omg larh. laugh or cry lols. anyways we shared the 22.95 meal which meant each of us got 4 chicken parts, a med whipped potato and winglets, nuggets and popcorn chicken. apart from feeling full i also felt my wallet significantly lighter. i found an eating partner =D

2007-02-01T06:24:00.000-08:00

i sometimes wish i got more time, don't you?

i sometimes wish i got more strength, don't you?

i sometimes wish i got better grades, don't you?

i sometimes wish for a person who would take all these wishes of mine and make them disappear, making me live every moment of my life to the fullest, looking forward to each day, allowing me to chase my dreams, and doing anything and everything without any regrets.

now i would very much like that, don't you?

all it takes is commitment, which sadly, i cannot afford to spare any right now.

on hiatus

2007-01-28T06:49:00.000-08:00

i don't know why people go 'on hiatus' in their blogs. its really annoying sometimes. out of 10 blogs which are gonna rot for a period of time, 9 of them say they're on hiatus. thefreedictionary.com defines hiatus as this:

hi·a·tus (h-ts)
n. pl. hi·a·tus·es or hiatus
1. A gap or interruption in space, time, or continuity; a break: "We are likely to be disconcerted by . . . hiatuses of thought" Edmund Wilson.
2. Linguistics A slight pause that occurs when two immediately adjacent vowels in consecutive syllables are pronounced, as in reality and naive.
3. Anatomy A separation, aperture, fissure, or short passage in an organ or body part.

which i believe the people were refering to was that of meaning number 1.

*stray* means if i pronounce hiatus does it go like 'hi-*pause*-a-tus'? lolz. fine lame.

why can't be more original lols. not say like hiatus is the only word that is available. i mean, i understand if 10 people ate an apple that day and wanted to blog about it. no surprise that all would go around the line of 'i ate an apple today. weee~' ok maybe not the wee part but that's not the point. point being, there's so many words that's used to describe your leave from the blog. examples would include:

1. i'll be gone. don't miss me.
2 i'll return when i feel like it.
3. this blog will be undergoing maintenance for a period of time. until then, no posts.
4. i didn't pay my PUB bills, so they're cutting off electricity and internet.
5. and finally the classic drama: i'm leaving. -when next posts comes in- i'm back.

another post in the name of randomness =D

my sins apparently

2007-01-28T06:38:00.000-08:00

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	Medium

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

team is life

2007-01-18T04:44:00.000-08:00

training as usual taking up most of my life although occuring only 3 times a week. dunno why also. more draining than school. maybe the tiredness is due to the amount effort i put into doing each activity. guess that means i should start doing homework.

competition is nearing and i believe all of us are feeling the pressure to try our best and win some medals =D. hopefully. jiao lian making us bond like a team. doing cheers and having team dinners and stuff. feel the spirit coming in. coupled with uncle's lameness and alvin's comical acts we're just laughing our asses off bonding.

i realised. instead of letting training and stuff slowly taking my life away, why not enjoy every bit of it? therefore i'm going to enjoy every minute with the team. got a pretty big responsibility to undertake which can't be done without support from everyone. from now on the team is life, and my life is the team. lets go team.

2007-01-14T05:52:00.000-08:00

finally sold SOME mp3s today. made a bit of money heh.

so anyway i decide to be random today. happened to look into the mirror today. it's only on really rare occasions that i actually look into the mirror to ~~grovel at~~ look at myself. and omg. i discovered i got panda eyes. wad the heck la. so super fugly. must be the stress from sch LOL. the late sleep time and all. i should really try to get more sleep. but then again more sleep = less work. not that i get any work done of course bleah.

oh that aside. i decided to give some thought about the phrase "the only way through a man's heart is through his stomach". READ: today is a random day. so yeah. i began thinking about the diminishing people who know how to cook these days. fast food, tapao and all. no one does home cooked food anymore haha. so therefore i'm going start going after girls that can cook LOL. i shudder at the thought of eating macs everyday.

ok enough about that. training as usual draining me with each passing day. oh except fri when i took the trials for the new guys ahah. like half of them kena cramp since it was such a cold day and all. at least through that their determination shown, not to mention there were so many people watching and among them, many girls.. lols. can it stop raining please?

jeremy said my songlist was super emo. well..i don't know.. ok shall end my randomness here. oh yeah not to mention i'm going to die for tomorrow's maths test and econs test the day after. crap.

2007-01-10T05:04:00.000-08:00

ever since school started, i don't seem to find time to do any other things except train, study and sleep. ok maybe not study since i don't really make time and enjoy it, and nothing goes in anyway. so i'm therefore studying for the sake of studying. take study away and i only live to train and sleep. HOW NO LIFE IS THAT U TELL ME. idiot. oh ya and how i could have forgotten to eat too. eating is like the only luxury i can afford now. pathetic me haha.

pe is also getting more stupid. those once fun and exciting pe lessons that brought about laughter and joy which kept us coming back for more all crammed into 1 hour are long gone. now it's napfa training, or so they call it. i call it semi-hell. semi cos i realised i'm still alive but close to death. retarded pe lessons. still gotta wait like till 6 more weeks to the end of this crap. until then, training + pe lessons = sleep at 9pm --> the time reached home and after dinner and stuff.

I'M SO GONNA FAIL BT1. season over then pah sng. zzzzzzz..

2007-01-04T04:57:00.000-08:00

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ok. so they're right in a way that i like maths n stuff. and also right about how arts not my stuff. lazy to analyze the rest in between haha.

2007-01-01T08:25:00.000-08:00

let's start off by saying happy new year all !

went to minds today. nono not the Movement for the Intellectually Disabled of Singapore. makes me wonder where the N in the minds went to LOL. ok nevermind. so went to minds cafe somewhere in dhoby. just besides ray's godma pub coincidentally HAHA. quite a cool place to be in. atmosphere was perfect if you just wanna chill with your friends. oh ya for those who didn't know it's a place where you can play board games. at a price of 2.50 per person. daylight robbery i tell u. BUT the choice of board games will instantly change your mind, ranging from reaction games to memory to well, classical monopoly and risk. and by the way, they even have risk lord of the rings edition =.=. heard from hooper they even import some of the games. impressive collection of games man. some never seen before, but loved it once played. lol.

ok so we did taboo first. was a classic which everybody knew. super funny moments when people starts to wild guess. example of a certain card which said 'bottom' and couldn't use stuff like backside and top. so it went like this with hanif err..tabooing?

hanif : ok so what's another name for the place er..junk comes out of the body?
yq : ass? backside?
me : anus?
hanif : AHH NO LA. the place where shit comes out!!!
me : shithole?
*times up*
hanif : NO LA ITS BOTTOM LA.
jeremy then proceeds to take great joy in bashing me with the rubber hammer and then laughing his ass off -.-

then played jungle speed, uglydoll and sporta (?). all of which were reaction games. the most unique game was dawn under. quite a simple yet challenging board game. memory kind. sorta like open the grave and put the vampires in. then other people can sabo by putting garlics in the graves so when u open and kena their garlic they give one of their vampires to u. first to clear all their vampires win. fun game with lotsa tense moments too haha. sporta was one with the most laughs. it's a warped version of snap lol. where we put out the cards 1 by 1. then if u kena the same animal as any other you say that person's 'name' which is pre-defined by the person before the game starts. jon made retarded names like ribbery-rib-rib when his starting piece was a frog and hanif got czechoslovakia. omg man how to pronounce. THATS CHEATING MAN =.= jeremy got a rooster and called himself cock LOL. another scene from sporta when jeremy and hanif's card 'snapped'.

jeremy : CHECK CHECK er....CHECKO errrr....shit
hanif : cock
*jeremy gets the pile HAHA*

haha thats about it..oh ya still played jurassic jumble or something liddat. another fun game but lazy to elaborate haha. went to carrefour later to get jeremy's pump pin (read it fast and it sounds like pumpkin hahaha. nvm.) ended up playing with the pianos and the toys. nono not any normal toys. but those kind like toy guns that make the 'bang bang' sound when u press the trigger and foam swords LOL. then we had like this miniwar in the middle of carrefour HAHAHA. reliving our childhood days man. until finally jeremy was like saying we should get out before we're seen. to which i replied too late. i think we have been seen by the whole of the supermarket (think there were cameras too but didn't rub it in lols). oh well. then went home. hope tomorrow turns out fine. haha.

sch is starting in 1 day time. haiz..

2006-12-30T08:13:00.000-08:00

lemme start by saying rj is DAMN BLOODY BIG. HUMONGOUS. GIGANTIC. yeah i believe u get the point.

had alumini match this morning at sa. then met iz to go down rj.

ok so today went down to rj for artillery vs rj. but apparently something happened so it became comb uni. vs rj. haha. explored rj with iz showing me around before match started. nabei. first time i walk from one end of a sch to the other end feeling so shag. thats not the worst. worst is the sch has MANY ends. walk until legs wanna break. ohhh ya special mention given to their library. it's freaking THREE storeys. and the architecture not those kind of la sap la sap kind like sa, rather it's...sophisticated. majiam national library liddat so freaking cool wahahaha. then went to the hall or whatever (they have many of such buildings =.=) to watch badminton since had so much time to kill. saw my pri sch classmate there but unfortunately i don't think he remembered me lols. so anyways. they are so so so pro haha. what the heck la. can't even see the shuttle, only their hands moving and people running around the court. haha i sound so noob =x

game went as per normal. nothing much to talk about. or rather nothing that i haven't seen before lols. bleah now i sound so showoff LOL.

home after that and thats it haha.

on the way home i keep thinking. if only i had gone to rj, maybe life would be different and everything would change. but that also means i lose all the friends i made in sa and stuff. so yeah. i guess there's no right or wrong answer. hope all turns out good.

lemme reemphasize rj campus is FUCKING NICE! bah.

2006-12-29T09:05:00.000-08:00

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randomness

2006-12-29T00:48:00.000-08:00

wha. haven't blogged like 2 days straight for a long time now. not since like 2 years ago LOL. anyways decided to write about something random today, mainly about people calling the wrong person.

have you ever kena those calls that when you pick up and go 'hello' and hear the sweet dial tone 3 seconds later? what the fuck is their problem man. THEY DON'T HAVE MANNERS TO EVEN SAY SORRY IZZIT? i think most of these people are *cough*. nevermind. after kena whack by the sedition law for racism i scared. bah.

and then there's the ignorant one. can't really blame them though. after picking up the phone and hearing a strangely unfamiliar voice, shouldn't one be puzzled? MORE SO IF THE PERSON YOU'RE LOOKING FOR IS ONE OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER SPEAKING INTO THE PHONE. ah i'm speechless with this kind of people. worst thing is they insist they're right. and when proven wrong, they do 2 things. one of which is described above, ie they just hang up. the next thing is pretty much the same, except with an apology added.

next up are the overseas wrong dialers. this is probably the worst and most uncommon, since not many people get overseas call everyday or what lol. at least for local calls they don't burn such a big hole in your pocket. not much advice for them. just hang up as soon as possible LOL.

finally there's the only acceptable kind. these people hear your voice, realise they dialed the wrong person, say sorry and hang up. simple. all solved within 3 seconds if the person is a fast talker, and at most 10 seconds if the person has a short tongue and speaks so slowly it's difficult for him to to *certain* things.

i mean. seriously. i take a lot of offense at such acts for i find it disturbs peace. omg. imagine taking an afternoon nap and suddenly the phone rings. you drag your half dead body out of bed and answers it only to find out the intended recipent was not you, nor your family or friends, or their family or friends. ok you get the point. and if the caller was the category one kind ie those that just hang up, you're mood's gonna be ruined for the rest of the day baby.

dude what happens to all the education gahmen trying to force into us? so much education so little curtesy. what's the point? this isn't how a world class nation with world class citizens is supposed to act.

p.s. i got really pissed by this stupid caller just now since that call came at a most inappropriate time and got me killed in a team battle in dota =.= , hence the flaming of everybody.

2006-12-27T07:48:00.000-08:00

hmm ok. so christmas's over and there's no more training..weEeE~~.

most lifechanging things happening in the month happens to be going to the SE chalet and hooper's hse to stay over. shall elaborate on each one by one just like a stupid gp essay.

ANYWAYS first up was the SE chalet. nabei ray tell us go there at like 4? omg man i mean why the fuck do ppl go to a chalet's FIRST day at 4 for? nevertheless made my way down thinking that there would be some exciting programs to participate in there. sad to say life never gives u what u want. and spent the entire bloody evening kicking ball with derrick aloy ben and thumblea. READ: kicking, not playing soccer or what. ohh ya before that got kp-ed at by the stupid arcade cashier. i think she's just too bored. i mean..who wouldn't be after stoning there WITHOUT customers for like so freaking long. it's no wonder she rails at anyone who patronises those machines. bah don't wanna talk about it nemore. biach.

ok party started FINALLY. free flow alcohol apparently. beer was on quota. see the contradiction? and in suffecient food..OMG LIKE HOW CAN MAN..yes food-wise was a total failure. then after snack time (oh it's supposed to be dinner?...) had like mass games and intro. then gay iz went to pull people off to play cards with him. and then some sort of chain reaction occured and slowly 1 by 1 started leaving. mehs. iz if ur reading this ITS ALL UR FAULT WE COULDN'T HAVE A MASS ORGY IN THE PLAYGROUND. oops. did i just say that out loud?

ah then felt a rush of emo and didn't wanna crap with the rest so went to play mahjong with dyan alethea and janice, with the incessant bantering of erwin lam. FUCK OFF LA PLS CAN'T WE JUST HAVE A GAME WITHOUT U INTERFERING? then kena chase out cos people wanna sleep lols. feeling quite tired at that time and slp for like 30 mins - 1 hr? haha. ok woke up then went downstairs and found a whole bunch of zombies. dead tired but won't sleep. ok so anyways went to join in their chatter. the np guys were freaking funny man ahahahaha. talked cock until pretty early in the morning and then hailed a cab to go hougang with the np people cos *cough* someone didn't wanna take me cos she thought i was joking -.- . more crap came out in the cab. details of what happened in the cab shall be spared due to grossly obsene materials which sometimes made the taxi drived squirm in his seat. I SAW HIM DO THAT WAHAHAHA.

grabbed a macs breakfast then went home to zzzzzzzz....

ahaha the stayover at hooper's hse was comparatively better..maybe cos we're a smaller bunch of people. met those ppl at like 4? omg what a gross coincidence at hooper's residence. those penthouses. YES OMGWTF PENTHOUSES. NOT ONE, BUT TWO. just besides tan tock seng hospital. rather useful building if u ask me. xboxing all the way till dinner which was graciously treated by hooper's dad =D. thanks uncle lol. then followed by a punk on jeremy. so we hid in the storeroom to bluff him we all went home. what can i say, he's THAT 'smart'. here's an excerpt from the dark and small storeroom holding 6 people:

aaron: who farted?
*silent*
dan: where got?
kiang: *holds nose* WTF MAN IT STINKS!
*echoes of kiang by the others*
me: shhhhh!! after ppl know how.
*silence*
me: er..won't he like notice our shoes outside and realise we're actually at home?
aaron: oh yeah! crap we're busted.
kiang: u think he's that smart?
all: LOL
*shhhhhhh*

haha..in the end we pulled it off successfully..the look on his face was priceless =D

then went for like midnight soccer..or rather 2am soccer..until like 4 am haha. omg man. it's like the 2nd midnight soccer this month haha. played until the guard kp us then we went up. then xboxed even more and watched mr n mrs smith..great show stupid ending. haha. then poor jeremy fell asleep again got shaving cream on his face LOL. ah then everyone started to get tired and fall asleep. dunno why i could'nt sleep and dotaed on hooper's com until like 8am haha. then slept from 8-12 and then forgot what happened. lunch at TTSH and then back to the xbox lols. and i FINALLY beat aaron at fifa 07..wha exciting shit man. final score 6-5 i think. with the final goal scored at 120th min LOL. really close game..haha good game anyways..went home thereafter.

oh well..i guess that pretty much ends everything..school's starting soon..bleahs. =(

happy 2nd bdae :D

2006-12-01T06:56:00.000-08:00

celebrate !!! haha yes it's that time of the year again lols.

anyways today was funnn.. spend whole day in town which is quite rare since it's so hard to find time to do that.

after sup training went to seoul garden with the polo ppl :D. another crazy seoul outing where burning of food was involved, as usual. then we had this name for the super chaotah hotplate in which food could REALLY not be cooked anymore, else you'll be eating more carbon than meat, aka 'graveyard' lols. was super funny seeing how it all turned black and made small little carbon figurines under the hotplate haha. and ice cream scooping sucks. long story short. scoop scoop ice cream don't wanna come off. swing swing accidentally swing into the garlic LOL. lucky no one saw :D

then everyone sorta left and me aloy sylvia and yuwen went to walk around taka haha. wtf man aloy bought 2 pairs of leather shoes from some italian shop costing some 160 bucks / pair. then yuwen kept wanting to be his girlfriend LOL. then went to orchard library. they did their own stuff while i slept for about an hour plus muahahaha..tired lar cannot blame haha. then went to paragon to see the super high-end shops. walked into armani exchange and saw the freaking cheap plastic looking coat costing 999 bucks. walked out 5 mins later.

saw a famous amos branch. feeling hungry and wanted to take free samples ahahaha.. singaporean wad.. what u expect? was intending to take a sample of every kind until that stupid cashier told me one person could only sample 3 max. crap. saw through my plan. nevertheless sylvia bought a pack of choc chip and mac nuts. one question. why do cookies with macnuts ONLY cost more than cookies with macnuts and choc chips? i mean, they could have used the same quantity of mac nuts in each case. oh well.

after that we went to this novelty sex shop. condom fantasy was the name i think lol. at first the girls were like 'OMG U SERIOUS?!?!?' . yes. too bored lar whole day see clothing not sian meh. time to see things without clothing LOL. no la they didn't have any porn there. saw condom sculptures, dildos and OMG GUMMY UNDERWEAR. so fascinating can hahaha. then aloy and me were like:

me: those condoms are super cool.
aloy: yeah?
me: yeah. imagine you wear. then after a long day tired already. then think must do laundry. soooo..instead of washing it, why not EAT it.
aloy: LOL
*both burst out laughing in the midst of the crowded street*

i think someone heard us. who cares.

super fun day. should have more of this kind of crap outings haha. if time permits that is.

feed time

2006-03-14T05:15:00.000-08:00

yes, so sorry i haven't been feeding you worffles. i bet u wanna see ur 2nd birthday rite?haha so here i am to feed u.

ah here u go, your meal in dunno how many months. lucky they don't haf SPCA for blogs.. if not i go internet jail already... bah here i go talking cock again. ok shall stop.

for ur info, this meal was brought to u by dyan lai, who didn't wanna see u suffer as u wait for ur 2nd birthday. thank her :)

2005-12-27T05:54:00.000-08:00

so fast...new year coming again...will be celebrating my...um..15/16th new year?muahahaha nvm..15/16 cos too lazy to count..

and ya...here i am..driven by boredom mainly to post this....post =.=.lets see...today went to merchant court hotel for dinner...if i rmb correctly...it's where my cous got married o.O..but who cares...ya,went there for dinner wif family...wahhh..dam shiok sia...BUFFET!!what's more..it's not as shit as the one you get at some la sap place,where they only serve beehoon n stuff...noooooo...they haf stuff like oysters and scallops n sharks fin soup n stuff like that...heaven....ah...finale...they had a chocolate fountain...CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN!!!had alot of fun playing with that la..haha..shoved everything i could find into that fountain and contaminating it in the process...that's not the only consequence...i had to eat the stuff i contaminated =.=

so...this is probably the last post of the year 2005...unless someone begs me to post (for which i will go muahahaha...nvm-.-)..or mayb boredom...who knows...

cos life is unpredictable...

ah...worffles first birthday...

2005-12-21T18:50:00.000-08:00

YEA...HAPPY BIRTHDAY WORFFLES :P..

although i wasn't sure when it was created...but i reckoned it was during the november-december period...so here goes...

happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to worffles...
happy birthday to u...

cheers worffles ^^

lol?

2005-09-06T04:05:00.000-07:00

haiz..so long nvr post le..cos too lazy..so, this post will be a short one, a very short one.

The moment of truth

2005-08-13T02:23:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,12th August 2005,was THE day,or sort of. Ya, cos we were taking bak our MT o lvl results. School seemed to end faster than usual, which is always good except on an occasion like today, dunno why still.

So, we gathered at DA room at like,1.15? But as usual, she did her thing and talked and talked for about 10 mins before asking us to come up one by one to see our results. In case you didn't know, the paper shows sumting like this. Name IC No. Grade (1,2,3,4,5 etc) Oral grade (D,M,P,F). YA, so when i went to see the results, i was like OMG. For a moment i thought my grades were swapped wif paxton (no offence, but in a good way la paxton if ur reading this). All i saw was a (5)(M). Guess how shit that was.

As a result, there would be no more trainings, outings, computer, tv nor the gameboy. PLS!!ANYTHING BUT THE GAMEBOY. You know, as nature follows some strange law of balance, what's lost must be replaced, i got more time spent facing books.

Now, off the unhappy things. Although we lost to Hwa Chong n combined schools, we're in the 3rd-4th placing playoffs. Not bad, though i saved a super goal ^^. It happened like this. (For those who understand what I mean) Somebody got a sack, and he passed, so naturally the keeper would cheong towards the guy wif the ball rite? So, after cheonging the guy wif the ball, he fouled him. So now there is an empty net and a guy wif a foul. Then my marker went to support the ball. I looked back and saw the goalmouth STILL empty. The ball was passed to my marker, and i knew he was gonna shoot. Sooooo, I cheong towards him and when he lifted the ball i JUMPED wif my hand trying to block his ball. Wow, the ball suay suay hit my hand and flew out. Omg..The feeling is just...shiokkkk..Wanted to celebrate tt kind of feeling liddat. Haiz, despite the super save, we still lost. What a letdown -.-

Let me get a medal before i retire for like..3 mths?

where are you?

2005-08-06T05:10:00.000-07:00

waaaaa..so much stuff happened these few days.mainly polo stuff..and this stupid instance when we made so little noise as a class and that stupid pms bitch asked us all to stay back to sing a song from the hymnbook one by one.YES..i admit the punishment was not unreasonable..HOWEVER..how stupidly ridicuous is it?anyone in the right frame of mind would come up with a better punishment..still remembered the other stupid punishment she gave us like..last yr?knn we were just throwing the mini rugby ball in class (cos we goin to rugby finals liao ma) and the bitch saw it and ask us STAY BACK AFTER SCHOOL to fkin pass the ball according to register number (ie 1 will pass to 2,2 will pass to 3.. etc.).drop one time redo everyting..omg..i pity her son..imagine a small innocent boy who still don't fathom what his mom will do to him in future.. o.O chim rite?lolz

nw..back to happier matters -.-..UNDER-16...we lost first match to chinese high..14-8 or sumting liddat rite?then women team played them..and lost 9-4? or sumting liddat oso la..but goal difference only +1 more than us only..omg wads this?if women team beat us on thursdae..WE'RE OUT OF THE TOURNAMENT..haiz..nvm..at least beat outram 18-3...actually it was the jnrs playin..cos louis dun allow the seniors to play until the last qtr..even then..i felt so bloody guilty la..louis even said if the seniors foul those small kids..1 foul drop 10..i mean.thoe boys shouldn't be playin polo..they should be like in the cute club or sumting...-.-ya..so all the while my hands were up and pressing-no-foul (supposedly.until i tried to be safe by not-pressing-at-all-juz-hands-up)..haiz..i'll try to establish an end of yr letter for that bitch made by the whole class la..

god knows how much i've been thinking about u....

2005-07-18T02:22:00.000-07:00

here's a story..

it starts with an element ''Z'' and was stored in a plastic material..one day..the chemist placed Z into another element Y in a plastic container and it reacted..the chemist wrote it down..

another day..the chemist placed Z into another element X stored in a metal container and they reacted..(the elements la..nt the container -.-)..so the chemist wrote it down..

the third day..the chemist put Z into another element called A..in a glass container..now this glass container is juz like those see though kind in the lab..no reaction took place..the chemist was puzzled..so he waited..you noe sum reactions take some time to react rite..lyk rustin nails..so..the chemist kay kiang..he added a catalyst..i mean..wtf was tt for?so..catalyst was added in..and the reaction was so fast..ALL of Z reacted wif A..and caused an explosion..

the last day..the chemist added all 4 elements together..there was a brilliant flash of light and he died..

moral of the story..
1.let the elements react naturally..
2.dun fkin put sumtings tt are uncalled for..
3.when the reactants react finish liao..they will stop by itself..and the reaction will go on again when both reactants feel lyk it...
4.nature has it's course for different elements..
5.compounds are formed when elements react COMPLETELY..
6.it is disastrous mixing more than 2 elements together at one go..

2005-07-16T02:19:00.000-07:00

so so long never post le..juz dun have the mood n com spoil..come on la..how suay can u get?finished o lvl mt liao..WOW..majiam 1 whole load off ur back liddat..feels so song..the last time i had tis feeling was when i completed my homework..lets see..a few months back?:X..ya..these few days/weeks n the months to come cannot do anything except study..walao..so sian rite?no goin out..no com..only got books n more books..haix

life has it's good n bad times..however..when it's good..we take it for granted..and bad..we try to make the best out of it..

2005-06-21T01:49:00.000-07:00

wooo..its finally HOLIDAYS..1 week niaz -.-..ya..started on mondae..was so free..nobodyy wanna go out wif me ;_;..in the end waited for so long..then went to tp to find cake..but all the cake there so um..funny looking wan..then this lady came up and advertised some mk1 perfume launched by CK..wtf la..was wif stitch..then she was like..before this product go into the market..we would like to create awareness..but its ok..i just need your time..then we were like..we got no money..but she was like..oh no no..its ok..then she went on to advertise her product..finally..she reached the part..todae we're having a special 1 day OFFER!!!129.00 to JUST 19.90..i mea..wtf..already told her bo lui liao...then we repeated what she said n she took out some funny pouch said we get 2 free if we buy TODAY..TODAY ONLY..muz be deaf rite? -.-..ten we repeated ourselves n she left -.-...as if it was nt enuf..stupid tilly go trn keep on crapping..something about...''i noe's whos ur biggest crush'' -.-.. ya..those lame stuff..GEEZ..how the hell he noe anyway..if he knew..he gotta be freaked out..cos it's him :X..<--this is bullshit..ne ways..so much crap happened..ate alot of cake LOL...post another time bahx..

2005-06-08T23:49:00.000-07:00

woot..so long nvr post le..now postin new one ^^..ya..whole week got chem n a maths..chem dam funnn..come late 45 mins on first dae lolx..then nvr listen to chem yeo..do experiment dam funny lolx..

1st dae:find out wad anion la..test for sum stupid anion..come out so many white ppt -.-..how i noe...
2nd dae:did the QA book..sumthing la..juz cannot remember :x
3rd dae:wooo...did test for gases...n did o lvl june prac..
4th dae:kaoz..worst wan la..kana burned 3 times lolol..2 times by hot test tube..1 by some limewater shot...the test tube is i careless la..somemore when salt is being heated..means dam hot la..i put in limewater lolol..then test tube crack n the stupid thing shot out kana my hand.:(
5th dae:tts tml :D

ya..and WE WON U-20..wahahaha..booya..watch for the thank list..o.O..sumting to keep me occupied when i'm bored..:D

2005-06-01T16:57:00.000-07:00

WAHAHAHA..FINALLY O LVL MT OVER LIAOZ..can relax ^^..but after o lvll got simi lj under 20..wth la..knn somemore got holidae lesson..wth la..yesterdae woke up at 9..go skool..cum back bloody tillyson say go pool...go simi nice ting..go there nothing nice..in the end..only got training..kaoz..then no choice lorx join their trn..after tt still got MATCH leh...against rj..wa piang..shag leh..somemore played 3 1/2 qtrs..shaggggg..but score ^^...ohh ya..day before played women team..lol max ask me camp up there wait for ball :D...sianz...holidae majiam no holidae liddat :(

2005-05-01T01:27:00.000-07:00

sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's overKnowing there's so much more to saySuddenly the moment's goneAll your dreams are upside downIf only i could change the way the world goes roundTell me,Have you ever loved and lost somebody?Wished there was a chance to say i'm sorry?Can't you see?That's the way i feel, about you me, baby!Have you ever felt that your heart was breakingLooking down the road you should be taking?I should know, 'cause i loved and lost the day i let you go!Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be togetherBack in your arms where i belongNow i've finally realised that i've foundI'd give it all to change the way the world goes roundTell me,Have you ever loved and lost somebody?Wished there was a chance to say i'm sorry?

you see?That's the way i feel, about you me, baby!Have you ever felt that your heart was breakingLooking down the road you should be taking?I should know, 'cause i loved and lost the day i let you go!I really wanna hear you say that you just how it feelsTo have it all and let it slip away, can't you seeEven though the moments gone i'm still holding on somehowWishing i could change the way the world goes round!Tell me,Have you ever loved and lost somebody?Wished there was a chance to say i'm sorry?Can't you see?That's the way i feel, about you me, baby!Have you ever felt that your heart was breakingLooking down the road you should be taking?I should know, 'cause i loved and lost the day i let you go!

eh..another dae i do..now no time

2005-04-09T04:46:00.000-07:00

wah..so fast 1 whole week go by..went to sports dae..pick kenryu up..saw sajc whooping of yjc 42-1..haiz..actually all on the same day la..:P..most fun was tt day la..on fridae..skool dismiss early..ten isaac n i go up the hose house lower sec bus..isaac house captain wad..so i tompang him lar..ten at sajc dam cute la..stitch frien gave him warcraft 3..original version la..ten i was reading the game manual..all the races history la..on those sponge mats..didnt care bout the whole sports dae..got darryl n jeremy to get me free ice-creams..^^..ten benedict stitch bjorn n i got so sian we sneaked out..haha..called isaac to ask where he was..nb he say he leaving orchard le..ray left bout 15 mins before us..ten we told yi jie (head prefect) we got match u-16 against ri..haha..it was convincing la..ten stitch big mouth say all stars team...ten he look at stitch..he ask all starz ar?haha..ten at the game 2 more prefects..used the same excuse la..except no all starz..those morons believed..ten in time to see last whistle of the sajc game..and i GOT PROMOTED TO YOUTH TEAM!!!wad a song bo..ten go play lan wif kah heng darren cherkun xiaoyang n meow..ten folo ray n bjorn go airport..on the way there we crapping lyk siao la..laugh until stomach pain sia..ten picked up kenryu..he went to australia to study..omg..his skool uniform made him look so big la..esp his blazer..and there was tis dam HOT girl coming out before him la *smacks*y nvr ask for number..and ya..he got a slang le..haiz..hand pain...type more if i feel lyk la..mid yr coming somemore..o.O

2005-03-26T06:11:00.000-08:00

todae..sat rite?ah ya..blur diao le..thurs played acsi..final score:15-7..first quarter 8-0..cos all shoot bird..sky so clear..then last qtr..all on fire..but not enuf..;_;..ah ya..this bloody big centre..knn turn me..not happy turn around kick my throat somemore..but..lucky i got good sportsmanship..first person to shake his hand after the match..-.-..another ass*beep* oso headbutt me..-.-..all acs ppl dunno how to take foul wan..play them muz wear helmet..enuf bout match le la..I WANNA GO TO THE AVRIL CONCERT..or not oso simple plan la..so sian diao..saw on dyan blog she goin simple plan concert..walao..i oso wan..ya..so todae qing ming..and kah heng and co were talking bout some grave thing la..scary..o.O..oh ya..yesterdae gd fridae spent 5 hrs at pool lol..first our trn..ten isaac stitch n me stayed back until gals trn and trained wif them lol..dam lame la..zz *am asleep*

2005-03-21T01:53:00.000-08:00

walao..todae was one of the most screwed up daes larz...tmd..whole bloody team say i simi triumph card..no one noe me..so they heck care me let me shoot..-.-..espically ray..nb..go tell DA for wad..-.-..in the end..can say i screwed up the whole team la..super lot of mispasses..kaoz..yeu keed SIX ON FOUR(4444) shoot BIRD somemore..even some asshole who juz learn to swim can play better than me la..wtf..kana scratched in the face somemore..lim peh face leh..kaoz...ya..then took bus 74 to njc..then changed to 66 got home and ate choc to be happy..^^..oh yeah..final score:19-4

2005-03-16T11:12:00.000-08:00

Baby you're all that i want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
we're i heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isnt too hard to see
We're In Heavenoh thinkin about our younger years
there was only you and mewe were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from mewe've been down that road before
but thats over nowyou keep me coming back for more
Baby you're all that i want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
we're i heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heartI
It isnt too hard to see
We're In Heaven

We're in heaven
Now nothing can change what you mean to me
there's a lot that i can say
but just hold me now
cuz our love will light the way
Baby you're all that i want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
we're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isnt too hard to see
We're In Heaven
Now ourdreams are coming true
through the good times and the bad
i'll be standing there by you
we're in heaven
love is all that i need
And i fnd it there in your heart
it isnt to hard to see
we're in heaven
We're in heaven

2005-03-05T04:45:00.000-08:00

muahaha..basically tis whole week was another one full of crap wan la..first there was tis interclass handball tournament..ya..and i was captain of my class..^^..the bad part of it is tt our class screwed up so badly we lost every one of our match and i had to tell the fella to walkover our last match..-.-..but i'm also top scorer for my team nia..nt bad rite..:P..ya..on fridae supposed to help GG stand in for miss tan..but then i went off halfway to s.ho room play ps lolz..ya..but todae was lagi best..morning trn isaac n ray supposed to train wif me..ten ray nvr come..n isaac pang seh me go youth trn..then we went to suntec..got wad anti-drug dance n cheer competition la..omg the gals there are HOT!!:X..ya..then isaac n i met ray n his gf there la..then we met kah heng...then we took cab down to chinese swimming club la..knn..so bloody big sia after renovation..kaoz..toilet was so chio even..then we played the exhibition match wif the csc ppl..those guys vs youth team..kaoz...i did table...__ to wang jiao lian..-.-..but oso good la..got a medal lol..and free dinner..^^..ya..then got home and slackkkkkk..:P

2005-02-22T04:58:00.000-08:00

muahahaha..skool was actually slightly more fun todae lolz..during pe..we played wif some boomerang tt our physics teacher wanted to demo to us la..and i actually got to throw it lol..ya..u noe boomerang supposed to come back rite?but our whole class dunno how to throw..ya..then darryl went to throw so hard it turned back bout 110 degree and landed in the nearby construction yard..-.-..ya..keke..i throw so hard it turn back but turn away again lolx..so i threw the furthest..haha..ya..then went to isaac house do the survey and disturb his bro..omg his mom even gav me a red packet..thanks ar auntie..^^..ya..basically i got back home and ate my dinner and go to sleep lorx..zzzz :D

2005-02-21T05:54:00.000-08:00

todae will be short..main attraction ish the life game i played wif tilly ray kah leong stitch n benedict..loser muz jump off 5 metres lolz..in the end..kah leong won but still jumped wif us..-.-..and benedict so scared to jump despite his freakin size lolz...elaborate next itme bahx..

2005-02-17T03:02:00.000-08:00

arlox..back to update the bloggy again..haha..todae was a dam funny dae la..first in class during a maths boon rong and co. all diam-ing the pp around them..and clint facial expression dam funny la..and..ya la..i kana diam oso..-.-..but i oso diam others la..next is english lesson..haha..jacob blu-tack was dam fun to play la..we made..um..artistic sculptures outta it..haha..we luff and luff at our ''creativity'' lol...ya..then after skool go parkway to peo boon buy his BoA cd and oso go clint hse do geog on edb..wakao..clint play wrestling dam noisy leh..and his enthu was dam funny la...so i ended up luffin for 1 1/2 hr straight lol..go bak le stomach cramp..haha..tts all bahx..todae nuttin much..o.O

2005-02-15T03:30:00.000-08:00

haha..todae dam funny sia..physics test get 5 out of 20 marks nia..and ya la..i didnt study..and i was relieved to pass only..zz now muz stay bak next thursday get retest-on-tys-cum-remedial-cum-some-other-stuff..wah sianzzz...ya la..todae was a pretty good dae aside from the bloody scolding i got from jon leow..-.-dun wanna tok bout it la..knn say walao only scold lyk f***..nvm la..tis 2.4 route lyk dam long leh..kaoz..hit 11.47 onlyzzzz...sianzzz..last year got 9.59 (under 10 niaz..:P)..kk dun tok le..bb allz..

2005-02-14T05:28:00.000-08:00

zzz todae so sianz...food seem to have a problem wif me..eat prata kana curry on shirt..eat yong tau foo oso kana agravy..sianz...ten dinner eat the meat oso choke..tmd la..all i did was to eat u only wad..ya..then trn..AMAZINGLY SLACK sia..dam fun..^^..bloody benedict..pull my trunk until one string go missing..ten bloody louis juz sit there laugh laugh..but i oso pull trunk lyk siao la..^^..so i came bak and ya..DO HOMEWORK..omg..o.O..ya..then sleep le...tts all for valentines day...ne ways..happy valentines dae to all..ahahaha been alone during valentine day for 15 yrs le..so nvm lar.. lolz

2005-02-14T05:23:00.000-08:00

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soulI know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forwardI'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
Your beautiful soul, yeah

2005-02-12T19:22:00.000-08:00

yeah..time for another bloggy..^^..ya..so it's chinese new yr already la..first dae..all the peeps from my father's side came la..and i juz stayed at home and waited..^^..ya first it was my grandmother sis-in-law who came wth her family lar...ya..then they sat and tok for lyk..half to 1 hr?ya..then they left..then came the five aunties..o.O...aka my father's sisters la..ya..they stayed and hogged the com while i hogged the ps2 which kl brought..:D..ya..they stayed unitl lyk 3 plus am bahx..wah..so tired..plus mom cut her finger during cooking..awww..but good wad..red..o.O..ya..ten second dae go back visit my grandmother's brother..heard he got a stroke so we go visit him..ya..then visit my mom side peeps..OMG..we had superior shark fin homemade to perfection..PERFECTION!!!..best quality wif best ingredients..super songzzzzz...ya..and then yesterdae...go my third aunt hse..sianz...go hog ps2 again..then go liquidgeneration.com..muahahaha..ya..then go home bout 3..knn still muz wait for father to play finish mahjong half an hr when everyone go bak le..SIANZZZ..so here i am writing the blog juz later only..bb go le..^^and oh ya..peeps who come..pls tag the board..^^

2005-02-07T05:53:00.000-08:00

ahahahaha..i finally completed my BloGGYYYY!!!muahahaha...but except a few more things here and there la..lyk linkies and some other stuff that would eventually make the blog a better place to live in if u ppl want lar..^^

2005-02-06T05:35:00.000-08:00

wah...hand f*** tired todae..whole body aching...louis f***ing punishment..wah sianz..all cos some f***er go question the ref..then we kana pump..i tink hear more zeros and ones than all the other numbers add together nia..ah..then do halfsquat..back against the wall..wah..not only hand pain..now leg oso dam pain..hope i can survive skool tml lar..oh ya..the worst ting was..womens team oso kana from louis and isaac all kana dropped out of youth(hahahaha :P)..ya..feel so sorry for women team la..now..back to the good old days le ppl..so..SONG BO? :PpPpP

2005-02-05T01:25:00.000-08:00

ahahahaha..todae trn siao wan...louis ask us do 5k..do until i siao le..-.-..ya..then come back on com typing tis out..so tired..hand tired le..so end here..haha lame rite?:P

2005-02-01T01:45:00.000-08:00

ya...bought mnms again la..haha..2 for 1.95..clearance la..so thought i'll do a good deed..^^

2005-01-30T05:52:00.000-08:00

wah..todae story dam long..more or less revolve round roy la..to put it simply..roy and jian ming were playing..then kah leong ref la..he saw blood and stop play..knn..roy face half was red la..bleed from the corner of his eye brow..so i escorted him to the toilet la..and uncle david went to get plaster...darren went to call kelvin..ya..the verdict was bad..kelvin say need at least 1 or 2 stitches for fast recovery..kaoz..then he no money take cab go home..so i ended up lending him my PLASTIC 10 BUCKS NOTE...dam rare nia..o.O..ya..then i was ref la..haha..i screwed up big time..val say she kana strangled but i didnt see..so ya la..no foul wad..tt bloody kah leong oso..he cannot see i can see mehz..-.-..ya..then come back eat dinner write blog sleep..:pPpPp

2005-01-29T01:34:00.000-08:00

wah....tis morning dam shag..louis make us warm up 1k..then make us sprint 1k..walao..die die..and i feel my speed slower ler..CANNOT EVEN HIT 35...shit la..cannot go youth le..;_;..and ya..been buying m&ms behind my mom..so who wan mnms can find me hor..be more then willing to share..^^

2005-01-27T10:23:00.000-08:00

um yya..dam tired now la..2.24 am..wah sianz..got sch..played ri won..women team won..rj lost...so confirm 2ndle la..haha...wah..so tired..cannot wirte le...

2005-01-24T23:36:00.000-08:00

dam crap wan leh..todae pe bleddy jie rong dunno how he tackle me until my finger sprain..somemore..LATER GOT MATCH leh..against ri..wah sian..and oh ya..muz thank dyan for helping me wif my physics project...and so ya..we won yesterdae queenstown 7-6 or 8-7..dunno lar..*will update later..*^^

2005-01-22T04:18:00.000-08:00

wah..yesterdae so fun..played against the aussie team..called simi scotch college..heard it's kenryu's aussie school..muhahaha..we won and i gave the fella a 4 metre..but kah leong missed..-.-...ya..so following tt we played acs barker 2 quarters..knn..the refree (heard it was yu lei or sumting liddat)...and the blue 7 wanna kana f*** by me nia...one so biased one so violent..ya..basically we won them too la..ten go play lan..simi DOTA...warcraft wan..kah leong and me beat kah heng and miaoz..wah..whole dae win wan..so song..^^..ya..ten todae go play soccer with colin church ppl..tmd wear wrong shoe..leg pain and i tink wanna get sick le..:(..kk gtg rest..:(((((

2005-01-20T06:14:00.000-08:00

ah..finally added a new log after um..see how long ar..2 weeks? :X..and ya la..so many tings happen...got the mad trn to all the crap lar..w/e lar..so many until i cannot list em one by one..^^..and ya la..tml sajc got some stupid match against kenryu aus sko0l...oso dunno y we muz go lar..maybe can play nia..^^..oso good wad..can get international cap..oso ar..dunno how daniel manage to go watch meet the fockers..the movie ppl muz be blind nia..-.-..:PpPpP..k lar..go le..*will try to change template and update blog more often*..^^v

2004-12-27T06:23:00.000-08:00

sooo tirrreeeddddd...shant write so much..cos of louis stupid trn today..duckwalk 20m..10 half squats..go up 10m do 10 push-ups..fingers muz be off the edge..wth la...ten go back 3m jump down and sprint free to other side..do 10 pushup n 10 halfsquat..ten swim back to the other side play wif ball...dam ball muz roll along the dam crossbar..then jump 10 times touch the 1m springboard..then fly to other side..ten whack the crossbar 3 times in 1 jump..walao..dam stitch make me do another set..-.-

2004-12-26T07:23:00.000-08:00

wah..christmas past so fast..todae got some funny dinner organised by ssa..o.O..but oso got la..got free food..free cert...so much free ting..except too much free food..*all tt beehoon*..haiz..so tirewd..cannot type anymore le.......haizzzzz

2004-12-23T06:39:00.000-08:00

felt so shiok...todae spend almost whole afternoon in borders..finally read finish digital fortress sia..can't stand up after tt...and while walkin home..saw 2 policemen along orchard..not the worst..the were carrying some knapsack in their hand..everyone stare lyk its a bomb lyk tt..scary nia..o.O..and stupid la..i walked right into some barbie sutff..you noe..those big shopping thing at basement..i tot theye selling some funny toys..walao..so malu lor..one grown boy walking among the barbie stuff..-.-..haiz..dun tok le...poop...

2004-12-22T06:16:00.000-08:00

wah sian..todae ar..dam suay...louis make us do so many butterfly freestyle kick...wah shag sia..but then last part passing fun la..^^..ne way..on my way home...THE STUPID BUS BROKE DOWN..wah seh..lazy to catch another bus la..so walked home..come on la..juz leave interchange only break down..haiz..walk walk walk lor..but oso good wad..can get to see new school..and ya..*signing off*

peet

2004-12-21T07:09:00.000-08:00

another sian day...made 100k np after spending hours of sianz time together...wahahaha..now looking for ppl go borders wif me...so sianzzzzzz...sleep le..

new entry

2004-12-18T20:39:00.000-08:00

wahahaha..so sian..got stupid running todae ten swim..comfirm during game shag wan lar...die die..

welcom

2004-12-17T02:10:00.000-08:00

welcome yo worffles..^^